pure love
Do you remember that pure Love? It probably lasted 9 months, more or less. It was amazing. All your needs were met without doing or asking for anything. You felt completely safe, completely well taken care of, and you could feel the Love coming towards you.
Then, out of nowhere, it was time.
Time to be born on Planet Earth and stop floating in the wonderful womb of your mother.
That’s our first trauma. The separation between an absolute Pure Love to be + feel alive.
Until our last breath, we will be looking for that Pure Love. That Pure Love when everything is just perfect and we are fully in the present moment. When all our tensions in the body fade away and we only feel gratitude for being alive. When a deep connection is happening between you and someone, even if that someone is a complete stranger. I call them Drops of Pure Love.
Unfortunately, Drops of Pure Love can also be experienced and felt through drugs, alcohol and passionate romance/toxic sex.
That’s why it is sometimes too hard to come back to a normal state because it just feels so fucking good. It’s touching, again, this absolute bliss of Pure Love. When the world is so intense, it seems to seek refuge in a parallel world where you are just floating above your body for a few hours.
In my belief, we are born through Pure Love and when we die, we go back to that Pure Love. Sometimes, we don’t have the courage to endure an entire life waiting for it, so we take some shortcuts. As devastated as it is for the ones who remain, we can only accept their decision.
We think we have to find Love but actually we need to nurture the love within ourselves and that latter will attract even more Love along the way. That pure love that you are looking for is YOU.
So, keep taking care of yourself. Keep knowing yourself more and more. And, above all, keep loving yourself for who you are.
With love,
Marine Selenee